"I never wish to be easily defined. I’d rather float over other people’s minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person."
– Franz Kafka
Name: Jennifer Lee (이가연)
Birthdate: 09.22.92
Occupation: Student
Major: Creative Writing
About Me: My mother taught me to act like you're royal even if you look like shit - and I always look like shit, but I have a walk like a queen.
"I write because you exist."
— Michael Faudet
"…you deserve to be loved and listened to, and treated like you’re the only one that matters. At the very least you deserve that."
- words from a very sweet guy

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I blame myself.


I still love you

no I don’t.

I’m so confused. why did this happen.

I want you to be happy. if this is what it takes then I’m okay with it. be happy. for me. please.

don’t you ever give up.

I kind of hate you for leaving me.

but I still love you.

I won’t look at you in person but I talk to you in my head

you’re a better listener this way.

I’m sorry.

maybe if I wasn’t so fucked up this wouldn’t have happened

no. it’s not my fault.

but it kind of is.

I hate this

I don’t know who I am without you.

why can’t things be like they were before

please come back to me. I need you. you need me.

we are so goddamn bad for each other it’s beautiful. I’m addicted to our heartbreak.

I went through our old messages. I cried because you promised to always be there. you lied.

you smiled at me in the hall today. i thought my chest was being ripped open

I’m glad you’re smiling though.


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"We emotionally manipulated each other until we thought it was love."
- Warsan Shire, “34 Excuses For Why We Failed at Love” 

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